I was visiting MEC today with some friends, buying some stuff for our bikes and other tidbits(it’s so easy to spend too much money at that store) when I overheard someone talking about going out planting. We chit-chatted for a while and I got too thinking that I haven’t mentioned the fact that I’ll be leaving for season four of tree planting in a little over a week. Season four, can you believe it? I can’t. It seems like yesterday that little, overweight Jeremy nervously planted his first tree. I still remember the first piece of land I ever got. It was a beautiful, flat, trenched piece. I had no idea what I was doing and planted against the trenches. For those reading this who have no idea what I just wrote, sorry.

I leave on May 3rd and I have so much left to do. See doctor, see friends, get gear in order, fix tent, etc. All of this with an exam next week(on my birthday!)
As usual I will be writing throughout the season and this year promises to be good. My writing skills have greatly improved, I will still be dealing with being a vegan tree planter, I’m in better shape going in than ever and fingers crossed, will make good money.

R.I.P Guru

Keith Elam (July 17, 1966 – April 19, 2010), better known by his stage name Guru, was an American rapper and member of the hip-hop duo Gang Starr. Born in the Boston neighborhood of Roxbury. The name Guru is a backronym that stands for Gifted Unlimited Rhymes Universal and the less often used God is Universal; he is the Ruler Universal, which are both references to the teachings of the Nation of Gods and Earths.

My savings are gone and I’ll be eating pasta for the next couple of days(garlic only, no oil) but at least I look really cool.

If there ever was a video that needed to go Viral, it’s this one. Although this isn’t anything new and we’ve all seen the bi-products of war, the fact that the original military reports were completely fictitious makes this video that much more important:

“American troops were conducting a raid when they were hit by small-arms fire and rocket-propelled grenades.”

And:

“There is no question that coalition forces were clearly engaged in combat operations against a hostile force.” – said Lt. Col. Scott Bleichwehl

NY Times

Wikileaks decoded this video and released it today. If you haven’t already, consider donating to them.

2 Reuters journalists and about a dozen civilians, including a van that was attempting to pick up one of the wounded journalists and had two children inside of it are gunned down by laughing soldiers from a helicopter. I understand that there is a lot of context here and that the soldiers didn’t know that there were children inside the van and the cameras did look like guns but the body language of the people on the ground is not what you would see if there were in fact insurgents ready to attack.
Judge for yourself.

Ah, the ‘not so lost’ art of the mixtape. The medium might change but the idea stays the same.
With the weather being as it is today and studying not exactly happening as it should, I decided to make a mixtape and share it with my readers.

Mixtapes are tricky. You need to make quick judgment calls, deduce what the receiving party will enjoy and predict what they will infer from your choice of other people’s poetry.
With this in mind, let me present to you: “Sad Songs for Empty People – Vol. 1″

Grab the Album here: CLICK HERE!
Edit: Thanks for downloading everyone! I hope you’ve enjoyed my selections.

I found this roll of film the other day and I was at a complete loss as to what could be contained on it. Was it porn? How could it be porn? What would the film lab think if they found porn on this roll of film? Oh god…should I just throw it out and forget it even exists?

Anyways, I got it back and it turned out to be from 2 years ago. I shot one roll of film with my Holga while tree planting and completely forgot it existed.

Mouth open, eyes hidden behind sunglasses two big for your face, you struggle to make your way home. Your movements are slow and pained, each step taking all the energy you can muster. Step forward, car honks, jump back. Step forward, messenger yells, run fast miss car, collect yourself, avoid their eyes.
The frequency of this occurrence temps you into taking some of your roommates pills. You wonder how long you can go before you step forward, car honks and you just don’t move.

In the beginning you would lie awake, restarting the album playing on your stereo as it came to an end, over and over. You would toss and turn, trying to clear your mind for mere moments before you found her sneaking back in. You’d make yourself so sad imagining the mundane occurrences in the relationship you’ve created in your head. You think about running into your ex-girlfriend the other week and how in an attempt at diplomacy, you made a bad joke and were greeted by a turned back and what you can only imagine must have been a disgusted face and rolled eyes.

By now you’ve begun staying awake, playing video games until 3am in an attempt to exhaust yourself into sleep. You might also put a movie on or paint a picture. This works in the short run as you have managed to become so exhausted that you are able to sleep through the night without waking up once.
This of course lasts until your mind is once again able to form thoughts and idea’s and you find yourself tossing and turning, restarting that album over again, thinking of how everyone must have laughed at you and your failed joke.

As a child you could never fall asleep until your parents assured you that the mummies in Egypt couldn’t possibly cross the ocean to your home. Even if aliens wanted to abduct you, your yard is too small for a spacecraft to land on it and ghosts cannot pass through your locked bedroom door.
As an adult, perhaps to seek similar reassurances, you find yourself asking the same question every night:
“Are you OK?” to which you always respond:
“Define OK.”

So you step forward, miss car, stand in front of your home, stare into the windows for what seems like an hour, step forward, open door, pour coffee, read until you realize that nothing has sunk in, feel anxious, play a video game but don’t move and lose your lives, toss and turn and assure yourself that you are in fact, OK.

I am often criticized for certain beliefs regarding patriotism and national pride, usually culminating on Canada Day and/or the Olympics. Judging by the general reaction to a certain beer commercial, I don’t expect my idea’s to gain popular support anytime soon. This commercial was a follow up to another very famous commercial and both made attempts at saying that you are entitled to a birthright and privilege and that they themselves understand what freedom should mean to you.
While I expected more of us to feel completely insulted by a corporation insinuating what it means to be free, the response seemed to follow one these lines:
- Fuck ya, let’s drink more beer.
- Country X is better than any other country.
- This makes me so proud to be from Country X.
- Let’s get drunk and celebrate Country X in all it’s glory.

Let us agree on a few key points before going any further. Can we agree that Freedom is essential to the human spirit? Can we agree that freedom is the ability to decide for oneself, free from bondage, the idea’s, thoughts and direction we want to lead? Can we agree that in order to obtain this freedom we have the right to and an obligation to question and challenge authority, especially if that authority makes claims we believe to be illegitimate?
If we can agree on this much and you don’t feel anything short of insulted by the claims this commercial has made, perhaps you need to seek a clearer notion of the human spirit?

My objections are twofold. I cannot deny the cultural differences between countries and regions but Nationalism makes certain untrue claims beyond that. It makes a claim that our ‘freedom’ and way of life is somehow different and/or better than someone else’s. It claims that you are entitled to a birthright and privilege, which is to be denied to others. And it expects your total submission in the name of ‘God & Country’.
Secondly, I object to any form of authority or power, which a corporation is, making an attempt to control the human spirit or telling you what the human spirit consists of. Can we also agree that a corporation is an illegitimate form of authority because it aims at degrading the human spirit through the dependence of need?
If so, why then fall so quickly into line when told what it means to be from Country X or what it means to be free?