You said I’m wise, but I’m not so sure
Maybe my lies were just that good
And my lonely tears wish never to be
Puddled on the floor with just them and me

It’s a long life, a long life to be always longing
It’s a long life, a long life to be always longing

There’s truth in these eyes, you can rest assured
Salvaged by voices that have no words
Running with fear left ruin in its wake
Is the measure of a man how much love he can fake?

It’s a long life, a long life to be always longing
It’s a long life, a long life to be always longing

Oh, time, it is so hard
With all your fears and your running around
We sadly burn down what we had
It happens so long

It’s a long life, a long life to be always longing
It’s a long life, a long life to be always longing – Hawksley Workman

I Told my teachers to play it cool
I told my landlord he’s a fool
I told the cops they’re all tools
I hate everyone I hate your rules

I Told my teachers to play it cool
I told my landlord he’s a fool
I told the cops they’re all tools
I’ll tell you all I hate your rules. – The Finger(Jesse Malin)

Hello fellow readers(i’m talking to myself here) Welcome to my better looking blog. I figured it was time for a change, especially since i’m about to leave for another season of tree planting and heavy blogging will soon ensue.

I really wanted to focus on my blog this past year but with no real purpose and a thriving private blog,
what reason did I have to blog here? I figure I could start bitching and complaining but although
i’m great at expressing myself verbally, I never seem to be able to successfully express myself on
“paper” So this is why i’ve decided to completely rip off my friend Casey and whenever there is a lack of posts or idea’s coming to mind…i’m going to post some lyrics describing how I am currently feeling. I’ve always wanted to start a music blog so this is perfect. And maybe next year when I am on my own and hopefully have more free time on my hands, I will get around to starting my vegan food blog. Regardless, I should look at the positive aspects of keeping this blog alive. I am the type of person who is everywhere at once and can never get around to finishing what I start. The hope is that this blog can ground me and force me to write and force me to update.

So you might ask yourself; “what is new with your life Jeremy?” well thanks for asking.
I am currently unemployed and happy. I don’t really know what to do with myself but i’m getting lot’s of sun and i’ve even started painting! I’ve had this blank fucking canvas in my room for at least 7 months now and I finally started sketching on it. So far I have a cityscape at night with an octopus slowly stalking the city. The idea is that the city is scum and attracts nothing but scum(I love octopuses but they definitely have a rotton reputation)
I’m slowly getting ready to leave for the summer. I leave on may 6th, set up camp on the 7th and start planting on the 8th. I had some reservations about leaving this year. I haven’t spent a summer in Montreal is 2 years and I felt that something was holding me back. Things felt different this year. Every other year I was pretty much escaping and before this point, I felt that I had nothing to run away from.
I never understood my friend Jade. I never understood why she always left and would even get offended when she told me she needed to run away but after 2 years, I finally understand. I find myself getting more and more secluded as the time runs on. I don’t like people and I getting tired of the way things are done. I’m going to get away, do something new, make lot’s of money and come back recharged and ready to face another year.